News Feed!!!!

Got news that my brother is gonna be released on my birthday which is this coming sunday the 22nd from jail. YIPPEEE!!!!! I know it's been a long journey for him and that he is gonna need all the support he can get but at the same time he is also gonna be feeling lonely. That is because he is gonna have to be on probation for 10years. Not gonna have all those privileges like he used to. It will be a tough road ahead of him but it will make him realize what he has done and now will have to pay the consequences which he is doing now but also when he gets out.
I as his sister will always be there for him no matter what he is my brother. Like our mom said to his attorney, he is the smartess dumb guy she knows. Which means he is a smart guy but did a stupid thing. But I wont think anyless of him, just wish he could appreciate all the things his family has done for him and stop bitching and complaining cause he might have to live in an apartment the size of a shoe box, but he has to have a permanent address and these apartments are willing to take him knowing of his felony. One thing Ive got to say to my brother is "GROW UP" and stop bitching at the people that are trying to help you out. He isnt gonna be the one paying for the utilities or rent. Be grateful and not selfish.
So far that is all ive got to say!!!!

Can someone just shoot me.............

You can definitly tell it's a monday, all chaos breaks loose after the weekend. People literally think they died over the weekend and need to get in today to see there doctor, but you know they dont think before they speak because you know that your doctor is busy and has a full schedule and you think you can just walk in and see your primary doctor, it doesnt work that way in this facility. That is after checking the doctors schedule and there is still no room for you and yet you still try to persue us to make room for you. If you knew you were sick or whatever your problem is dont you think to think ahead of time and call sooner rather then later.
Then to top it all off you have some people that drive you nuts and just irritates you, I know its not there fault and its just how i am feeling right now but please dont add fuel to the fire because im gonna tell you off so im warning you now.
I think im just so irritated with people and its not everyone just some is because im tired and im still trying to get over my cold and with certain people nagging me or making fun of me or just being stupid isnt helping. Yeah I work two jobs and havent really had a dayoff since superbowl sunday. IM TIRED so therefore leave me alone and let me complain. I know it's money and I do it to myself but i have the freedom of speech to bitch and complain.
Im just tired of it all!!! If you dont have anything nice to say then dont talk to me, Im not gay (i know it's ment as a joke but still, it gets old) and im not a cry baby either. Im not trying to be harsh but please just be my friend and ya!!! Let me vent please!!!
Well I tihnk im done bitching for now...............until later!!!

Time will tell..........

So as you know I promised to write again and look Im just doing that. It's all about the men and them not knowing what women really want and that is communication. Why is it so hard to talk to us, it's not like we can read your minds.

Definition of communication: Communication is the process whereby information is imparted by a sender to a receiver via a medium. Communication requires that all parties have an area of communicative commonality.

I wonder if we have to make a manual for men on what women really want or maybe all women should make there guys watch that movie "What Women really Want" with Mel Gibson and Helen Hunt. Then they would get the picture.

So with all this said, I have a friend that called me on monday night just bawling and wanted to know if she could come over and talk and of course I didnt mind because she is one of my best friends and Im gonna always be there for her. What ever helps her through the tough time she has been going through with the break up of her relationship. And her ex is a good example of not wanting to communicate with her and instead he comes up with that "he thought he was ready for a relationship, but he thought wrong" and decided to end things with my friend. So basically he knew he didnt want to be with her and just led her on. Personally I dont think he is good enough for her and deserves awhole lot more and someone that wants to be with her and take care of her.

Now is the question is "WHAT DO MEN WANT", besides sex, there is more to a relationship then that and yes i know its a big part of it but still, come on now, there is romance, communicating (which is hard for men I guess) dont know why though.

Well im done ranting for today!!! Until tomorrow!!!

Is it over yet.....so tired!!!

I know I do it to myself but all that keeps me going is that im bringing
home money to payoff some bills. But there is a stopping point where
you get too exhausted to even function or stay healthy. I know im in
that boat right now. Only dayoff from both jobs was Super Bowl
sunday then it was back to work full throttle. I can be the first to say
that I think im running myself down and that is why im sick, blah!!!!
I know everyone has been telling me to take it easy and take a dayoff
and rest and I wish I could but then i would just get bored, but it is a
thought that i might have to consider on friday during the day.
I know this is a random post but I told my friend that I was gonna post something today since it was a boring day, that is after I got all my scans done.
Tonight might be a early night like last night was, i think it was 9 o'clock when i fell asleep. Being sick sucks.
Robert has been great and has been taking care of me, with making me dinner 2 nights in a row to just being there. I couldnt have found a better boyfriend.

So off the subject, I was emailing my best friend erin yesterday and she asked if i liked the color navy blue, which I do, it's a pretty color, well she told me that i better cause that is the color of the bridesmaids dresses. So she hasnt officially asked me but by that i am thinking she wants me in her wedding and i kinda hinted to that and she said that she of course wanted me in her wedding. I got excited about that. It's gonna be good times once again.

Well sorry about the lamo blog but ill blog more about my friends stupid ex boyfriend, lol!!!

TO BE CONTINUED............................................

So tired.....

This photo proves how I am feeling right now! I know I slept good but when I woke up I knew I wanted to go right back to sleep cause I was all snuggled in my bed and warm. When i got up to take my shower, I thought it would wake me up which it normally does but for some odd reason im so tired, could be that i havent had any caffine which im trying to wean myself off of. I should have stopped and got a diet soda or coffee to wake my ass up.

I chose this picture cause laying in the middle of the road seems nice right about now becuase you have an empty road with no worries and no one to bother you. How nice would that be if a stretch of highway was closed down just for a little bit so you can just lie there and take it all in without a car running over you. It would be like heaven. Too me atleast.

I know I havent blogged in awhile but I havent really had things to write about, I mean there are some things I could mention but it's not really worth it cause nothing gets resolved around the work enviroment, so why bother. Its kinda the same thing with friends. It takes to two to make a friendship work or in our group of friends it takes awhole lot more to keep your friendships. We have a couple friends that are married (Miriam and Pat) that we havent hardly talked to in months and I think it's because if miriam is unhappy then she wants everyone else to be unhappy. With her being unhappy, i think its because she wants to have kids but she has a hormonal issue and so it makes it hard to do so. But you know that is what friends are for, is too talk to not push away. So we cant really help her or comfort her cause she pushed us out and she only lets certain people in at a time. Whatever!!! Im done trying.

On another not about done trying, Im done trying to please everyone in this clinic because no matter how hard me and rachel work, we arent satisfying everyone especially our office matter. Cant anyone just for once say what a good job we are doing, the papers in our shred box get there for a reason, oh can you say scanning!!! There is one person in this whole clinic that only works 2 days a week that can take time to say "Thank you for all the work you do for me" and he doesnt say it once he says it anytime he sees us walking or sitting at our desk. So i want to thank him because we do do work in medical records. Ya we have the door shut all the time and that is to keep out all the idiots but unfortunatly they still find a way in. And this is off the subject of that but there is also a girl that we work with that has always irritated me and lately it has gotten worse cause all she talks about is her damn kid. I mean the little one is adorable and she has nothing to do about it but her mother, good god, shut up for just a minute. NO ONE CARES!!!!

Enough ranting and raving, i feel like someone blogging on craigslist. I promise I will update more later!! I got my two cents in for today!!

No More Snow, YIPPY!!!!

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Why Tomorrow?

I understand that I promised to go with you this weekend to go to Idaho to see some friends but have you not looked outside and realized what the weather was like and read or listened to the radio the news or newspaper have to say. I know you have lived there for several years and have driven the roads but that was then and this is now and you have to realize that there is more than you involved in this trip now. I am just concerned about the roads, yeah they clear the main ones but you have to worry about the side streets and those are the ones they havent cleared.

I know your friend is gonna understand with the driving and for our safety, but if you are that stubborn then you can go by yourself cause i want to be alove this christmas and have to worry about the stupid drivers in town rather the stupid drivers on the highway and in other towns. Please forgive me, when i tell you that i cant go. I love you with all my heart and hope that you dont go as well and that we will be able to talk about this without argueing. And why do you have to be so stubborn?

I just want to stay home and be safe a travel after the new year.

I have had so many friends and family tell me that we would be stupid if we traveled and im beginning to agree with them but iff someone could knock some sense into Robert that would be wonderful, he doesnt get it. I want to cry to hime about it to make him understand how

dangerous the roads are gonna be and possible get stuck in idaho. I dont think so.

PLEASE FOR ONCE JUST LISTEN TO ME!!!! You know I love you more then anything. Do this for me.