Is it over yet.....so tired!!!

I know I do it to myself but all that keeps me going is that im bringing
home money to payoff some bills. But there is a stopping point where
you get too exhausted to even function or stay healthy. I know im in
that boat right now. Only dayoff from both jobs was Super Bowl
sunday then it was back to work full throttle. I can be the first to say
that I think im running myself down and that is why im sick, blah!!!!
I know everyone has been telling me to take it easy and take a dayoff
and rest and I wish I could but then i would just get bored, but it is a
thought that i might have to consider on friday during the day.
I know this is a random post but I told my friend that I was gonna post something today since it was a boring day, that is after I got all my scans done.
Tonight might be a early night like last night was, i think it was 9 o'clock when i fell asleep. Being sick sucks.
Robert has been great and has been taking care of me, with making me dinner 2 nights in a row to just being there. I couldnt have found a better boyfriend.

So off the subject, I was emailing my best friend erin yesterday and she asked if i liked the color navy blue, which I do, it's a pretty color, well she told me that i better cause that is the color of the bridesmaids dresses. So she hasnt officially asked me but by that i am thinking she wants me in her wedding and i kinda hinted to that and she said that she of course wanted me in her wedding. I got excited about that. It's gonna be good times once again.

Well sorry about the lamo blog but ill blog more about my friends stupid ex boyfriend, lol!!!

TO BE CONTINUED............................................

So tired.....

This photo proves how I am feeling right now! I know I slept good but when I woke up I knew I wanted to go right back to sleep cause I was all snuggled in my bed and warm. When i got up to take my shower, I thought it would wake me up which it normally does but for some odd reason im so tired, could be that i havent had any caffine which im trying to wean myself off of. I should have stopped and got a diet soda or coffee to wake my ass up.

I chose this picture cause laying in the middle of the road seems nice right about now becuase you have an empty road with no worries and no one to bother you. How nice would that be if a stretch of highway was closed down just for a little bit so you can just lie there and take it all in without a car running over you. It would be like heaven. Too me atleast.

I know I havent blogged in awhile but I havent really had things to write about, I mean there are some things I could mention but it's not really worth it cause nothing gets resolved around the work enviroment, so why bother. Its kinda the same thing with friends. It takes to two to make a friendship work or in our group of friends it takes awhole lot more to keep your friendships. We have a couple friends that are married (Miriam and Pat) that we havent hardly talked to in months and I think it's because if miriam is unhappy then she wants everyone else to be unhappy. With her being unhappy, i think its because she wants to have kids but she has a hormonal issue and so it makes it hard to do so. But you know that is what friends are for, is too talk to not push away. So we cant really help her or comfort her cause she pushed us out and she only lets certain people in at a time. Whatever!!! Im done trying.

On another not about done trying, Im done trying to please everyone in this clinic because no matter how hard me and rachel work, we arent satisfying everyone especially our office matter. Cant anyone just for once say what a good job we are doing, the papers in our shred box get there for a reason, oh can you say scanning!!! There is one person in this whole clinic that only works 2 days a week that can take time to say "Thank you for all the work you do for me" and he doesnt say it once he says it anytime he sees us walking or sitting at our desk. So i want to thank him because we do do work in medical records. Ya we have the door shut all the time and that is to keep out all the idiots but unfortunatly they still find a way in. And this is off the subject of that but there is also a girl that we work with that has always irritated me and lately it has gotten worse cause all she talks about is her damn kid. I mean the little one is adorable and she has nothing to do about it but her mother, good god, shut up for just a minute. NO ONE CARES!!!!

Enough ranting and raving, i feel like someone blogging on craigslist. I promise I will update more later!! I got my two cents in for today!!

No More Snow, YIPPY!!!!

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Why Tomorrow?

I understand that I promised to go with you this weekend to go to Idaho to see some friends but have you not looked outside and realized what the weather was like and read or listened to the radio the news or newspaper have to say. I know you have lived there for several years and have driven the roads but that was then and this is now and you have to realize that there is more than you involved in this trip now. I am just concerned about the roads, yeah they clear the main ones but you have to worry about the side streets and those are the ones they havent cleared.

I know your friend is gonna understand with the driving and for our safety, but if you are that stubborn then you can go by yourself cause i want to be alove this christmas and have to worry about the stupid drivers in town rather the stupid drivers on the highway and in other towns. Please forgive me, when i tell you that i cant go. I love you with all my heart and hope that you dont go as well and that we will be able to talk about this without argueing. And why do you have to be so stubborn?

I just want to stay home and be safe a travel after the new year.

I have had so many friends and family tell me that we would be stupid if we traveled and im beginning to agree with them but iff someone could knock some sense into Robert that would be wonderful, he doesnt get it. I want to cry to hime about it to make him understand how

dangerous the roads are gonna be and possible get stuck in idaho. I dont think so.

PLEASE FOR ONCE JUST LISTEN TO ME!!!! You know I love you more then anything. Do this for me.

Rehab.....what the f#*k

They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no'Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know knowI ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fineHe's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go goI'd rather be at home with RayI ain't got seventy daysCause there's nothingThere's nothing you can teach meThat I can't learn from Mr HathawayI didn't get a lot in classBut I know it don't come in a shot glassThey tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no'Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know knowI ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fineHe's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go goThe man said 'why do you think you here'I said 'I got no ideaI'm gonna, I'm gonna lose my babyso I always keep a bottle near'He said 'I just think your depressed,kiss me here baby and go rest'They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no'Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know knowI ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fineHe's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go goI don't ever wanna drink againI just ooh I just need a friendI'm not gonna spend ten weekshave everyone think I'm on the mendIt's not just my prideIt's just 'til these tears have driedThey tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no'Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know knowI ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fineHe's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go go

This is from Darlene and she said she wasnt gonna go to rehab, so she is now off to go smoke another dubbie and you cant stop her!!!

Darlene

So here at work we have come up with some new friends that we can all get along with. It all started with Freda (which is Rachels friend). She has one heck of a personality and needs just alittle lovin, but no Freda has to go about and flaunt her stuff and embarress the rest of the clan. Darlene is now my friend and she is more of the laid back and relax type that is all about the 60's era. Yes that means smoking the dubbies but I have told her that no guy likes someone that smokes. It's like kissing an ash tray but she just doesnt seem to listen to anyone.

I guess you can tell how bored we are at work, if we have to make stories up about our imaginary friends, that really do exist in the real world in the Ada County Jail, we are just trying to improve there life. It's all about Peace, Love and War with Darlene.

I just wanted to introduce Darlene to everyone so that you can all get along with her and make her feel at home, since she too is a newbie.

Snow Days!!!

So I like the snow but i hate driving in it, but I
knowit is something I have to do in order to get
to work.
So I dont get why people get all fussy over the
snow, like they say on the radio stations and television, DRIVE SLOW and not like a race car
driver otherwise it will be you that is in the accident and harming others. But driving slow doesnt mean going 2 miles an hour either, just be smart and go a smart speed and you will be ok.
So this picture was taken inside Denny's looking out into the parking lot. LOL!!!! Rachel and I felt like having french dip sandwiches and cheesy fries and yes I know, GREASE=BAD and UNHEALTHY!!! But when we got our food our cheese wasnt melted on the fries. So guess next time we will ask for cheese on the fries that is melted, didnt know there was two different kinds but ok.
Right now i am not wanting to work because I have my scans done except for the ones jen put in my basket from the mail.
Well I will update later about the weekend.