Sunday, February 15, 2009

News Feed!!!!

Got news that my brother is gonna be released on my birthday which is this coming sunday the 22nd from jail. YIPPEEE!!!!! I know it's been a long journey for him and that he is gonna need all the support he can get but at the same time he is also gonna be feeling lonely. That is because he is gonna have to be on probation for 10years. Not gonna have all those privileges like he used to. It will be a tough road ahead of him but it will make him realize what he has done and now will have to pay the consequences which he is doing now but also when he gets out.
I as his sister will always be there for him no matter what he is my brother. Like our mom said to his attorney, he is the smartess dumb guy she knows. Which means he is a smart guy but did a stupid thing. But I wont think anyless of him, just wish he could appreciate all the things his family has done for him and stop bitching and complaining cause he might have to live in an apartment the size of a shoe box, but he has to have a permanent address and these apartments are willing to take him knowing of his felony. One thing Ive got to say to my brother is "GROW UP" and stop bitching at the people that are trying to help you out. He isnt gonna be the one paying for the utilities or rent. Be grateful and not selfish.
So far that is all ive got to say!!!!

Monday, February 9, 2009

Can someone just shoot me.............

You can definitly tell it's a monday, all chaos breaks loose after the weekend. People literally think they died over the weekend and need to get in today to see there doctor, but you know they dont think before they speak because you know that your doctor is busy and has a full schedule and you think you can just walk in and see your primary doctor, it doesnt work that way in this facility. That is after checking the doctors schedule and there is still no room for you and yet you still try to persue us to make room for you. If you knew you were sick or whatever your problem is dont you think to think ahead of time and call sooner rather then later.
Then to top it all off you have some people that drive you nuts and just irritates you, I know its not there fault and its just how i am feeling right now but please dont add fuel to the fire because im gonna tell you off so im warning you now.
I think im just so irritated with people and its not everyone just some is because im tired and im still trying to get over my cold and with certain people nagging me or making fun of me or just being stupid isnt helping. Yeah I work two jobs and havent really had a dayoff since superbowl sunday. IM TIRED so therefore leave me alone and let me complain. I know it's money and I do it to myself but i have the freedom of speech to bitch and complain.
Im just tired of it all!!! If you dont have anything nice to say then dont talk to me, Im not gay (i know it's ment as a joke but still, it gets old) and im not a cry baby either. Im not trying to be harsh but please just be my friend and ya!!! Let me vent please!!!
Well I tihnk im done bitching for now...............until later!!!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Time will tell..........

So as you know I promised to write again and look Im just doing that. It's all about the men and them not knowing what women really want and that is communication. Why is it so hard to talk to us, it's not like we can read your minds.

Definition of communication: Communication is the process whereby information is imparted by a sender to a receiver via a medium. Communication requires that all parties have an area of communicative commonality.

I wonder if we have to make a manual for men on what women really want or maybe all women should make there guys watch that movie "What Women really Want" with Mel Gibson and Helen Hunt. Then they would get the picture.

So with all this said, I have a friend that called me on monday night just bawling and wanted to know if she could come over and talk and of course I didnt mind because she is one of my best friends and Im gonna always be there for her. What ever helps her through the tough time she has been going through with the break up of her relationship. And her ex is a good example of not wanting to communicate with her and instead he comes up with that "he thought he was ready for a relationship, but he thought wrong" and decided to end things with my friend. So basically he knew he didnt want to be with her and just led her on. Personally I dont think he is good enough for her and deserves awhole lot more and someone that wants to be with her and take care of her.
Now is the question is "WHAT DO MEN WANT", besides sex, there is more to a relationship then that and yes i know its a big part of it but still, come on now, there is romance, communicating (which is hard for men I guess) dont know why though.
Well im done ranting for today!!! Until tomorrow!!!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Is it over tired!!!

I know I do it to myself but all that keeps me going is that im bringing
home money to payoff some bills. But there is a stopping point where
you get too exhausted to even function or stay healthy. I know im in
that boat right now. Only dayoff from both jobs was Super Bowl
sunday then it was back to work full throttle. I can be the first to say
that I think im running myself down and that is why im sick, blah!!!!
I know everyone has been telling me to take it easy and take a dayoff
and rest and I wish I could but then i would just get bored, but it is a
thought that i might have to consider on friday during the day.
I know this is a random post but I told my friend that I was gonna post something today since it was a boring day, that is after I got all my scans done.
Tonight might be a early night like last night was, i think it was 9 o'clock when i fell asleep. Being sick sucks.
Robert has been great and has been taking care of me, with making me dinner 2 nights in a row to just being there. I couldnt have found a better boyfriend.

So off the subject, I was emailing my best friend erin yesterday and she asked if i liked the color navy blue, which I do, it's a pretty color, well she told me that i better cause that is the color of the bridesmaids dresses. So she hasnt officially asked me but by that i am thinking she wants me in her wedding and i kinda hinted to that and she said that she of course wanted me in her wedding. I got excited about that. It's gonna be good times once again.

Well sorry about the lamo blog but ill blog more about my friends stupid ex boyfriend, lol!!!

TO BE CONTINUED............................................